ok nakakaasar. sobrang whaaaaaat. i'm like in page 200+ palang. and the book's 500+ pages long. @_@ rar. i have a very very strong feeling i'm gna end up reading spark notes nalang talaga or something. O: oh well. bahala na. basta i prayed na. and i'm going to pray a LOT LOT more tomorrow. when i wake up, while taking a bath, while getting ready for school, while in the car, and right before the exam starts. divine intervention nalang ang pag-asa ko ._. omg. naiiyak na ko. i still have to study for chem. D: D: D: sobrang sabog na ko promise. :| and shet gutom pa ko. pano ko makakapagaral nito. :(( daymn and ambilis ko madistract super. like grabeng short ng attention span ko. like for instance kanina, i was playing with my bookmark for like 20 mins. if i find a bookmark distracting, pano pa kaya yung iibang stuff dba. yes, see how miserable i am. goodluck nalang sa exams guys.
Monday, September 29, 2008
Sunday, September 28, 2008
my indiv RRL and 2 minutes of @_@.
OMG.
OMFG.
@___________@
okay. so i was doing STR. Like i started around 6:30. And then kasi i planned on making it a bit longer. So i added a few more stuff. Walalang para mukhang pinaghirapan din diba. XD though that doesn't mean hindi ko tlaga cya pinaghirapan. :| :| and so then yun.. so i was researching pa ganyan ganyan.. i had a lot of time pa naman eh, i thought, 1:30 mins pa before deadline. (deadline kasi was 8pm)
so yan search here, typre there.. tapos after a while, napansin ko nalang bigla na like WTF 5 mins nalang till 8 pm @_@ tas like WHAAAAT. parang sobang bilis nung time. AS IN. I was so shocked. sobra. so ayun, i had to wrap up everything na agad. make them coherent and everything. that took like 3 minutes. so by the time natapos ko cya like 7:58 na. tapos edi yun i had to go to the blog pa and stuff. then sa next minute, which is 7:59... everything felt like crap. o_o. seriously. as in a big huge pile of very disgusting and nakakamatay-sa-baho with flies flying over it crap. o_o. though haha its just one requirement. oo na ambabaw ko na. Sorry GC. =))
tapos yun.. 7:59. i was going to upload na my file. When i just remembered na hindi ko pa pala cya nasasave. So i had to save it pa. Then there. Nung iuupload ko na ulit yung file, I couldn't frickin find it. As in sobrang whattttt 8:00 naaaaaa @_____@.
So you can imagine my face sobrang lapit sa screen ng laptop ko, like 2 inches away. i actually didnt know pano ko nagawa yun, e ang liwanag nung screen. @_@ haha. anyway. My hands shaking. I was chanting the word upload. And then yung expression ng mukha ko literally looked like this>> @________@. Dilat na dilat yung eyes. With my right eye twitching.
Then naupload na yung file. wee =)) RELIEF. and then 10 seconds after, 8:01 na. Grabe isipin how all those emotions got cramped up in 2 minutes. two VERY long minutes. O_O. but then tapos na. so yeah. hindi late. woo =))
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Saturday, September 27, 2008
english speeeeets
wa English elocution thingy yesterday. Tapos rar. grabe as in nangangatog ako. before, during and after my turn. o_x.
ang sheet super. Like grabe. Actually, i wasn't scared at all the day before or the day mismo. Like buong morning i wasn't really that worried. Tapos biglang nung lumabas na kami from the comsci room (which is the subject right before english), sobrang i started shaking. @_@ like sobraaaa. And then edi umakyat na kami ni Diane to change costumes. I wore a trench coat. XD hahaha walalang :| And thennn ayun so we went up na. Tapos Ma'am Bernal was there na. Tapos i was shaking even more.
Tapos yun nauna si Sammeh. <3 GO SAM!!! x infinity. speech nya ay "welcome to my life" -- ANGST! =)) hahahaha :)) aw <3
next si Joed. di ko maxado napanood kasi i left my safety pin sa CR sa baba. So i had to get it back. Kasi super kilangan ko cya. pero i bet he did well din. same speech sila ni Courtney!<3 haha
and then si Uga. haha magaling si Uga basta graded. :| since graded to.. well yeah galing. :D
after Uga was Elkan. haha speech nya yung opening song ng Pokemon. =)))))) hahahaha idol elkan. |m/ :)))) may props na pokemon pa :))))
then si Pate. what do you expect naman from Sita dba? sorry na actress kasi :)) super i was whoa-ed grabe. Like Franco's din. Nakaka-whoa. Her speech wa about a girl na like hinuli tas like may pinipigang information from her pero she wouldn't break. Tapos rarape-in na cya and all pero wala pa rin. Super bow down. <3
then si Marielle. my co-lesbian speech-er :)) haha she di great din grabe. Haha feeling ko lahat sila magaling. :D and then ayun nga as said, lesbian din yung speech nya. Pero cya nauna sa lesbian thing.
then nung si Riscia na, super kinakabahan cya. Like she was hanving a good start, pero twice cya umulit. Like nakalimutan lines from stage fright i guess. So nagvolunteer ako to go muna.
And now i'm going to tell the story of how i got my elocution piece X)
Kasi it was like thisss. I found a very nice poem about a courtesan. pero it was super longggg. So i went to Ma'am Bernal if may masusuggest cya na nice piece for me. And then pinasearch niya sakin yung speech ni Portia, yung wife ni Brutus (from Shakespeare's Julis Caesar) tapos habang riniresearch ko cya, may lumabas na ibang Portia speech. Now from the Merchant of Venice. Title is "The quality of mercy" and I've heared it a lot na. So binasa ko. Then i thought mas maganda cya sa first portia speech. So i asked Ma'am if pwede yun nalang. then she was like okay that good. Tapos nung tuesday, i found out na Cat was doing one pala from V for Vendetta. Yung speech na puro words starting with V. haha ang cool grabe. Pero i got an idea from that and nung gabi nagsearch ulit ako. Tapos i found valerie's letter (the letter natalie Portman found when she was inside her cell). And then ayun. Even though sobrang haba nya. Like 5 minutes, nagustuhan ko cya super and i thought mas malalgyan ko cya ng emotions. so yun nalang pinili ko. XD
And thats why Ma'am Bernal looked surprised when i introduced my piece. Kasi akala niya iba. :)) anyway.. ayun and then WAAA sobrang. my bosy was shaking the whole time. Like nakita ko yung hands ko and pinipigilan ko na pero hindi kaya. :|
pero i'm glad it's done. and grabe sa sobrang takot ko like pati voice ko nagbabago na rin. which was good, added up to the effect. =)) then when i went down the stage na. Sobrang nabangag ako. like dang. tapos na. and then Ma'am hugged me. @_@
haha. :))
so these are ilan sa mga favorite lines ko from my speech. :) for walalang. :))
- "I know there's no way I can convince you this is not one of their tricks, but I don't care. I am me. My name is Valerie. ... This is the only autobiography that I will ever write and God, I'm writing it on toilet paper"
- "I saw her wrists." *I bite my lip* "Her wrists were beautiful"
- "But I'd only told them the truth.. Was that so selfish? Our intergrity sells for so little, but it is all we really have. It is the very last inch of us. But within that inch we are free"
- "The first time we kissed I knew I never wanted to kiss any other lips but hers again.."
- "I shall die here. Every inch of me shall perish. Every inch, but one. An inch. It is small and it is fragile, and it is the only thing in this world worth having."
- "But what I hope most of all, is that you understand what I mean when I say that, even though I do not know you, even though I may never meet you, laugh with you, cry with you, or kiss you, I love you. With all my heart, I love you."
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Wednesday, September 24, 2008
I am now an official chimay. o_x
Ahahaha and kasi diba Courtney had to wash petri dishes din. So dalawa kaming naghuhugas dun for a time. Tapos sinita kami ni Sir kasi daw di kami marunong maghugas. Tas ayun tinuro niya samin yung right way. Hahaha walalang. Of all people na matututunan ko of tamang paghugas, si guce pa =))
anyway ayun. Meh. Another pisay experience i guess. Hindi ko to makakalimutan. :| haha pagtanda ko tas lola na ko or something, ikekwento ko to sa mga apo ko and Sir Guce will forever owe me. Hahaha joke lang :)) pero di nga. Fun experience cya. Then ililibre daw ako ni Sir next week. :))
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Tuesday, September 23, 2008
Hell week pala ah
rar. bat ganun? SUPPOSEDLY hell week ngayon. : meh. it's like hindi. @_@ haha walalang. XD we had absolutely nothing to do yesterday and today. Tapos sa other days onti lang. Except maybe the bio long test on Friday. Dahil wala pa kong notes at all (i lost my notebook after anton gave it back kasi pinaphotocopy nya notes ko.) RAR. so i have to start from scrath. : and i'm preparing myself na for the hand ache. XD haha. well fun this week. dahil nga ayun. But then sepr hell ata week after perio. o_x. Almost all our projects are due week after perio. Pero wala parin samin nagsstart ngayon... cramming @_@
anyway. ANG HAPPY NG TODAY. XD. XD. ahahahahahaha X) X) X) X) X) X) X) kasi like yeah. XD XD WAHHH OMG sheeet. nahyhyper ako O_________________O. WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHH @_@. okay i'll stop now. basta SUPER happpeeehhhhhh. :D :D :D :D :D ^---------------------^
ok. talagang stop na. Anyway there. haha. ang short ng post. But meh. antagal ko na rin palang di nagpost. @_@ tamad-ness has taken it's toll again. But meh. ulit. haha
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Friday, September 12, 2008
ngeee.
NGEEE. :| hahaha. last required post. woo! :D
and since wala akong maisip isulat kundi i'm going to trinoma bukas para bumili ng bagong black shoes (dahil sinita ako ni maam docto at ng isa pang teacher last flag cem at nakita ko yung group of socsci teachers na naguusap at tinuturo ang aking shoes. this is dahil slip-ins yung black shoes ko.) at magpalagay ng lens para sa bago kong glasses (nawala ko nanaman. yes. this will be my 7th pair of glasses in a span of 10 months), ay magsusurvey nalang ako! :D
this is from sammeh.
40 Secrets About Yourself. Be honest no matter what.
[One] from whom was your last text from?
lea. :D :D harhar.
[Two] Where was your primary picture taken at?
inside a restroom. :))))
[Three] What's your middle initial?
N !! :)
[Four] Your current relationship status?
ewan.
[Five] Does your crush(s) like you back?
ewan.
[Six] What is your current mood?
gutom. :| *lagi naman eh* haha joke. i just insulted myself. gutom nga ako. :))
[Seven] What's your moms name?
winnie. :D parang si pooh. O: nge.
[Eight] What color shirt are you wearing?
white. *OMG HINDI PINK? O: O: O:* hahaha
[Nine] What was the last thing you drank ?
my laway. hahaha ewwww. erm pineapple juice. :))
[Ten] If you could go back in time and change something, would you?
uhm. i'd un-eat the 8 big garlic bread pieces, chocolate bar, and white chocolate bar i ate 10 mins ago
[Eleven] Have a crazy side?
i think. O: hahahahaha
[Twelve] Favorite song? (at the moment)
I melt with you. <3 =))
[Thirteen] Something you do a lot?
eat. O:
[Fifteen] Do you wanna date somebody?
ewan.
[Sixteen] Name someone with the same birthday as you?
none that i know of. D:
[Seventeen] When was the last time you cried?
erm. i forgot na hahaha:))
[Eighteen] Who would you do anything for?
mahirap magname. masyadong madami. ganun ako kabait. :| *is suddenly hit by thunder* =))
[Nineteen] Who is your idol?
si Jesus. i'm religious-ness-y :D
[Twenty] What's the first thing you notice about the opposite sex?
smile. XD ahahaha. kung di nakasmile, yung eyes. :)) haha
[Twenty-two] What's your biggest secret?
like i'm gona tell.
[Twenty-three] Where is your ex?
somewhere out there :))
[Twenty-four] Favorite movie?
RAR. i hate it when asked about these kinds of stuff. favorite movie/song/whatever.. mahirap magisip okay? rarrr. -_-
[Twenty-five] Do you still watch kiddy movies or tv shows?
YES. :D :D :D
[Twenty-six] What are you eating or drinking at the moment?
nothing. kaya nga gutom eh. duhhhhr.
[Twenty-seven] Do you speak any other language?
no.
[Twenty-eight] Describe your life one word, what would it be?
something. :))
[Thirty-three] What should you be doing?
eating. D:
[Thirty-eight] Do you act differently around the person you like?
depends kung which person i like. sa iba normal lang ako super. sa iba super faint-ish :))
[Thirty-nine] What is your natural hair color?
light-brown-ish. daw.
[Fourty] Who was the last person to make you smile?
siya. :))
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Tuesday, September 9, 2008
incomplete day ko.
incomplete araw ko. kaya emo ako. AWW. :( :( :|.
pero anyway i need to make another blog entry today for comsci. so might as well sipagin na ko gumawa ng blog about my VERY INCOMPLETE day. >_>
so we had an amazing race thingy sa socsci. haha <3 my socsci group kanina. kami pinakamalayo narating. X)
then nung bio.. nagkaron ng bond between nico and maam docto. haha :> then i ate cookies na baon ko. and tj's fita. and. uh may isa pa ata akong kinain i forgot what. lol though ang alam ko maam docto banned our table from eating inside the bio room na. ATA. not sure. haha rebel kami. \m/
then nung math sobrang super naprove namin ang bitchiness ng Strontium @_@. (pati sa english) ahahaha. tas minus 3 kami sa report thingy. :(
comsci rar di ako mataas sa quiz. di ako nakaaral eh. tas di ko dala notes ko. D:
then elective. wala kami nagawa sa probbased p6. O: haha papalitan kasi namin yung car. but then wala kami materials. haha sad. so julia and cat spent like half of the period staring at me. i dunno why. *looks around guilty* HAHAHAHA :))
and we had the FUNNEST english period today. haha! we talked about prom. XD and learned about table manners. and fine dining. ah and pano mag ask out ng girl to the prom. maam bernal doesn't want bongga stuff. @_@ haha and shes willing to help us find dates. :)) then may apat na pairs na inacknowledge si maam.
1) rainier-malubag. 2) joe-marz. 3) alfred-diane^6. 4) anton-another girl.
haha yan unless may namiss ako. O: then she told the girls na wag daw harsh yung pagturn down sa guys na ayaw nila makadate. duh. :)) haha. then yun. may bonus if we have dates. and if we bring ourselves well during the night. haha pwede daw 4th year. XDXD and pwede daw teachers. XDXD hahaha. walalang. :| then there's a misunderstanding daw between maam bernal and goma. O: oh nuuuu. ahahahaha
tapos p6. di ko nagets. haha nothing new.
then chem. wa probset. D: weh. its bad enough i flunked the first long test :(( but no. nooooo i shall not think about it. kasi its a very delicate matter. D:
sam, benjo and i bonded nung dismissal. we went walking around the oval then yung around the campus. tapos wala talk talk about random stuff.
then we established the following things:
- MG is a pentasexual. (so dati kasi una nag agree na kami na bisexual si MG. then we changed our minds and naging tetrasexual si MG. tetrasexual meaning pumapatol sa all 4 genders. erm. sorta. hahaha boy girl bakla tibo. then kanina sabi ni san pentasexual pala. kasi may asexual pa. :)))) )
- walang couple sa batch natin ang nagstart nung 1st year pa then hanggang ngayon, going strong. weh. haha. unless biglang meron pala dyang may tinatago. :> hahaha
- halos lahat ng dormers ang hirap hanapin sa dismissal. well duhr. :))
- don't tuck in PE shirts. :D
i'm starting p6 in 3 mins. :D
ay tas ang stupid di ko pala nasabi bat incomplete day ko. and i put it up pa as my title. pero i dont want my entry to get any longer. so ive decided to keep it to myself haha :))
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Monday, September 8, 2008
humanities week
oki. so last week pa yung humanities week. sobrang dami kong pictures pero tinatamad ako magupload. X) so BLEH. :| haha tas di ko pa din nauupload yung Sr party pics. hahahahahaha :)) antagal magload eh kaasurrr. >_> so yun next weekend nalang siguro. XD or kung sipagin ako, some time this week. and that is if wala kami masyadong gagawin. :)
so uhm yeah. :D
MONDAY. first yung march thing. everyone i think, except sa mga madayang nasa grandstand, hahaha, ay either nagsuffer ng heatstroke and/or dehydration. ganun ka-sad ang philippine sun. tapos may games sa field. and yes mainit parin. pero fun kasi we stayed lang din under the shade sa side ng oval. tas nagcheer para sa mga magagaling at masisipag naming classmates na hindi tinamad tumayo at maglaro. ehee. X) and then franco and nico did something. *ohhhhhh juicy. :>* =))))))) hahahaahaha pictures of that soon to be posted. :)
TUESDAY. acle! :D er ayun so sa keep love real seminar stuff sa una, madami kaming natutunan. like i want you isn't the same as i love you. or something :) and that we must be chaste. :) and that we are not objects of pleasure. O: hahahaha. X)
then after nun yung street jazz thingy. :D so i was with sarah, begonia, bianca, jil and atchie julia. O: O: tas fun woo we danced yung bleeding love. emo pop song. \m/ tas fun. haha
WEDNESDAY. DIKUMMMMMMM!!!!!!!!!!! yeah. :) haha 3rd kami. kahit ako di makpaniwala. :)) like we did that in less than a week or something. and magaling Na kala ko sila 3rd. O: ui pero love ko parin Sr. :) 1st Cs talagang bow down super pinagtyagaan. halata sa presentation. XD haha then 2nd Rb ganda ng voices nila woo XD so yeah. though ok na din nakaplace kami. ang sarap ng feeling na di ineexpect tas biglang there. :)) so yeah. go Sr <3
THURSDAY. elocution.. ang galing nilang lahat. woo :) tapos fashion show. ang galing din nila lahat. *ehemehem* ahaha. woo :)
FRIDAY. talent show. tinatamad na ko magtype, as you may have noticed sa thursday part. haha but then ok since last day na. O: tas yun ang galing nilang lahat. ahahahahaaahahahahaha. :) WOOOOO to the following people: GO ISABEL!<3 SIR GUCE!<3 SIR LIM!<3 SIR LLAGS!<3 MAAM SAGUCIO!<3 SIR ARGHS!<3 K BAND!<3 MATH UNIT!<3 MAAM DOCTO!<3 and another one na nagperform din. i wont tell na sino. nyaha :))
then i didnt go sa family day. drats. :))
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Sunday, September 7, 2008
survey thingy! :D
galing kay adie, my kabayu-kabayuhan thingy partner! <3 hahaha
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1. I woke up in the afternoon today.
2. I have at least three picture frames in my room.
3. My trash can is full.
4. I love snow globes, but I'd never buy one.
5. I use my regular phone more than my cell phone.
6. I'm single, but I don't want to be.
7. My hair is layered. You can barely tell.
8. I hate the term "best friend," but I use it anyway.
9. I get along with my mom more than my dad.
10. I like making beaded bracelets.
11. I've never run for class president/treasurer, etc.
12. Most of my friends are white.
13. I have over 150 CDs in my collection.
14. I would rather listen to the radio than CDs.
15. I own white-out, but I barely ever use it.
16. I'm very shy until you get to know me. XD hahahaha :D:D
17. Some take my shyness as being mean/rude.
18. Most people probably don't understand me. emo lol.
20. I do not consider myself attractive.
21. I feel that I'm more mature than most people my age.
22. ...But not all the time.
23. I used to pick my nose and wipe it on the wall.
24. I'd rather be cold than hot.
25. I always wait for that one person to sign on.
26. I'm probably online too much for my own good.
27. I am trying to lose weight and it's not working out very well. my dilemma ever since.
28. I won a LOT of chapstick. A LOT.
29. I love to buy paper... but I barely use it. iunno why etiher. :))
30. I write in my paper journal once a day or more. dati lang. required for socsci eh. X)
31. I am an American, yet I find them annoying.
32. I've used binoculars the wrong way before.
33. I'm thirsty, but I can't be bothered to go get something. thirsty AND hungry.
34. My best friend is that of the opposite sex.
35. My stomach hurts a little bit right now. points at #33
36. Sometimes I feel really, really sorry for myself. yuck emo ulit. lol
37. Other times I feel really, really lucky.
38. I have a friend (or more) who creeps me out.
39. I have more than one shelf up in my room.
40. It's sunny out today.
41. I don't have a car. :| i soon will. pag of legal age na. XD and when my legs are long enough to reach the pedals. >_>
42. I'm very picky with food. anyone who knows me well knows this.
43. I have a hard time with directions. again, anyone who knows me well knows this.
44. I am a little bit obsessive compulsive, I think.
45. I talk to myself in the mirror sometimes. :| sorry na. hahahaha
46. I don't have that many DVDs yet.
48. I feel very sick if a movie is gory.
49. I have a lot in common with my best friend(s). sorta. haha
50. I believe in the theory that opposites attract. erm, diba depende?
51. I like someone who is at least four years older than me. :)))
52. I've started a fire/explosion in the microwave before.
53. I'm worried that one of my pets will die soon. @_@
54. I have cut myself before and sometimes still want to.
55. Never been drunk, but it might be kinda fun.
56. Sometimes I act drunk even when I'm not.
57. It annoys me when people chew loudly.
58. And breathe loudly.
59. And click their pens like crazy. uhm. i do this din eh. :))
60. I enjoy bold surveys, mostly 'cause I have no life. partly emo ulit.
61. I'd rather have a popsicle than popcorn. i don't eat popcorn.
62. I'd rather do laundry than the dishes. nuuuuu.
63. Someday, I will go to England.
64. I'd rather be in a dark room than a bright one.
65. My alarm clock annoys me very, very much.
66. When I was younger, I went to summer school for fun.
67. I was made fun of in middle school. That has scarred me.
68. I've never eaten sushi and never will.
69. I remember where I was when I first learned to whistle. haha i don't know how to
70. If Barney is on TV, I will still sit there and watch. GIGI! hahahahaha
71. MySpace is annoying, but I'm pretty much addicted to it. ew.
72. I hAtE iT wHeN pPl TyPe LyK dIs!!!11 >________>
73. When I talk to my crush, I basically stop breathing. minsan. haha depends kung sino.
74. People have told me that I'm sexy before. pa-joke lang.
75. I never believe it when they do. pa- joke nga lang eh. haha
76. I love to write, but whenever I start something new I can't finish it.
77. I love to read, but I can't do it for a long time.
78. If I lay down and watch TV, I end up falling asleep.
79. I absolutely LOVE riding my bike.
80. I love to play badminton, but I don't play often. not anymore. sched eh. D:
81. I have never been on a sports team before.
82. I'm in at least one advanced placement class.
83. I'm in the class of 2008.
84. Jacuzzis and hot tubs are very relaxing.
85. I have stood up and done something else during this survey. no. :| haha concentrated ako. \m/ haha
86. I space out a lot, but that's 'cause I think too much.
87. I've made a shelf in a store collapse before.
88. I'm a big crybaby, and I know it.
89. I wouldn't mind having a ferret for a pet.
90. I love to watch home videos.
91. I miss my childhood and wish I could go back.
92. I'd rather brush my teeth normally than use an electric toothbrush.
93. Dippin' Dots are good, but not worth the money.
94. I feel like I'm more confident than I used to be.
95. My friends come to me for advice often.
96. I've had over five significant others in my lifetime. haha masyadong subjective lol :))))
97. I have cheated on one or more of them before. haha.
98. Last year's math class was completely useless.
99. I hate the fact that I'm growing up. I don't want to.
100. I miss a lot of my old friends, but not all of them.
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