blogspot post!

kasi feeling ko naman walang nagbabasa ng blogspot ko. Lahat ng nagbabasa ng blog ko sa multiply pumupunta. Haha. Tapos ayun. E same stuff lagi yung nandun and nandito. So ngayon gagawa ako ng post na sa BLOGSPOT ko lang ipopst. :D wahihihi^^ baka magtampo yung blogger sakin eh, kawawa naman.
Though ang useless. Kasi just because I'm posting a just-blogger-and-not-in-my-multiply post doesn't mean people are gona start reading this.. Erm. Kk.
Again, dahil bored ako. :))
Hahaha. Anyway hmmm.. actually tinatamad ako magkwento. Kasi right now ang makekwento ko lang ay about the Sr xmas party. Pero if i kwneto about this, worthy na yung entry na to mapost sa multips. Omg annoyingggg. Ang laki ng struggle ko. :)) Fine. I'm gna blog about the things na hndi ko gustong mabasa ng public. Except siguro si Sir Bingcs kung chinicheck pa nya 'to. @_@ wehh. Panira sir. :)) sana hndi. Anyway..

IOHMYFRICKINGHATEYOULIKEFRICKINGFRICKINGHELLMAN!
CONGRATS ng malaki. Ang ganda ng pamasko mo sakin. Walang tatalo.
Eto gift ko sayo.
YOU ARE THE ONLY THING NOT GOOD HAPPENING THIS CHRISTMAS.
I hate youuuuuuu. Die. MAMATAYKANACHONGPARAHAPPYNATAYONGLAHAT. GRRRRR. >________<

Now the happy part. XD
Yesterday, I just changed the course of my life. :))
Well, no, not really. A part maybe. :)) omfg. Sobrang. That took fricking courage. =)) hell lots of fricking courageeeee. =))
I'M COURAGEOUS. :D
Pero wala. Sobrang okay. Obvious na. :|
But who the hell cares. :)) three months na lang, dba? Sulitin ko na. I just hope he realizes that, too. Sulitin na. 3 months, pare.

Hmmm, i wonder, ano nga mangyayari in 3 months noh? :| sobrang. okay. ang sad. like. @_@ :(
Feeling ko sobrang nakakadisturb nun. Not seeing him anymore for like.. long period of time. =)) haha except pag bumisita cya and shit, pero still. What are the chances. :|

I'm going to miss you. :(
Srsly. :)) ahahaha. I dreamt of you last night. XD and the other night. And the other other other night. (the other other night i dreamt about me eating chocolates. Haha)

Wait. No. Bakit sad thoughts? Matagal pa yun, jo. :) hahaha think happy thoughts it's Christmas for crying out loud. :))
Chrsitmas wish ko na may kinalaman sayo. Sana agutin mo naman 'to: Ano ba talaga?
Takte naman o, isang sagot lang, madali lang yan. :))

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Omg. X) ngayon ko lang narealize yung joys of having a blog na hindi binabasa ng people. :))
Crap. Nakapagrelease ako ng emotions sobra ang saya. And nakakarelieve. :)) yey!
Hooray bloggerrrrr! :D:D

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Wow. I think I'm gna be doing this a lot.. and posts na blogger exclusive. :) i love you blogger!

Binabasa nya kaya blog ko?

In this case, sana hindi. :))
And dahil wala na kong magagawa sa mga nangyayaring stuff, at tinatamad ako magblog about it.
I'm letting it go, eh. Bahala na.
This nalang.
Nagbblog-hop lang ako. Tapos napuntahan ko yung blog page ni ate viel. Tapos ayan, steal! :)) :D


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What if your crush…

1. Punches you.
ahihi k lang, nadikitan ko siya. X) =))


2. Sees you cry.
tutuloy lang hanggang pansinin nya ko. Haha joke. :)). uhm, magpupunas ng mukha then magssmile.


3. Sings to you.
kakantahan ko siya back. :D ahylol. :))


4. Goes out of town..
mamimiss ko, duh.


5. Calls you up at the middle of the night.
never ko na ibababa yung phone. :))))


6. Says I love you to you.
I'd faint. :)) haha kidding, ewan.


7. Hugs you suddenly
hug back. :D :)) haha hug-filled person naman ako eh. :))


8. Kisses you.
mapapa-wtf. as in. :))


9. Visits your house.
ikukulong ko na siya dito. :D


10. Dances.
Hahahahaha magfafaint ulit. XD


11. Has a bf/gf.
magmumukmok sa isang corner ng cr. Haha joke.=))


12. Suddenly does something embarrasing and a lot of people were looking.
tatawa din, tas iaask kung ayos lang siya para magcompensate. haha


13. Holds your hand.
ako din apir lang ok na :))


14. Gives u permision to kiss her/him.
matuturn off sa kapal? -_-



15. Accepts your invitation to a date.
ampangit naman girl magaask. :|


16. Says he/she dreamt about you.
Uh, ewan ko. Ngingiti? :)) wala eh,


17. Takes off his/her shirt in front of you.
Ewan tatakpan eyes.XD


18. Sleeps with you.
matutulog din. nga naman. :))


19. Beats you in a game.
aask ako for a rematch. Nyahaha


20. Likes you back.
mahihigh ako sobra. :)) Ewan ko what happens next. Bahala nalang.


21. Doesn't like you back.
o_o edi wag! Hmph! HAHA bitter =))


22. Dies.
erm. Ewan, di kami close eh. Pero sobrang masasad ako. :(


23. Gets sick.
uhm, papagpray? XD :))


24. Fails.
tututor ko siya. :> ahylol. Ako pang nagsalita eh noh. :)) ewan, comfort?


25. Wants to marry you.
anyahaha whut tagal pa nun a. :))


26. Buys you things.
magthathank you? :D


27. Waits for you outside of the classroom.
Tatalon ako sa tuwa inside my head. Hahaha


28. Shows you a cute face.
HAHAHA andalas nyan mangyariii! =))


29. Falls.
I'd catch him. <3>


30. Gives you the bad sign.
Kapal ng mukha nya bastos.


31. Gets mad at you.
mabobother sobra. D:


32. Gets you mad at her/him.
Ifoforgive ko siya. X) ahahaha ganun e.


34. Is scared.
lol matatakutin din ako eh di ko cya macocomfort. :))


35. Is crying.
tatabihan, kakausapin, and then aayain kumain.. Comfort food!


36. Who's your crush?
Oh, riiiiiiight.


37. Are you close?
weh. Clue 'to eh :))


38. Have you ever gone into a real date?
nuu.


39. MESSAGE FOR YOUR CRUSH.
wala, ayaw, clue din to eh. :| :))

I'm screwed up. D:

like HELL.

taena. Mamatay na lahat ng tao.
*except si... ahahahah joke.*
wait no. I shouldn't be joking right now. Dapat emo post 'to. Kasi I'm so sad. :| :(

Fudge life. Fudge it fudge it fudge it. :((

At first namomroblema lang ako dahil I feel like I got 5 correct answers lang (no exagg) over 40 sa math intersection. As in. Pero hindi eh. Sobrang daming shit pa na nangyari. Nakakaasar nalang kasi nagsabay sabay pa.

I just made one of the worst mistakes I could ever do in my life. *no, I'm not pregnant.*

Ang hirap. Ang gulo. Ang sakit. Ang saat it's like to be in my shoes. Na tuwing gabi nahihirapan ka matulog kasi nagaaalala ka sa, kit sa ksamay nung sinuntok ko yung blackboard sa tabi ng CR sa front lobby. *haha. nge.* and maakit sa puso. Damn.

But then tignan mo rin naman yung side ko. You don't know what it feels like na yun nalang laman ng utak mo. :| you can't imagine all the frustration, all the anxiety... mabigat na mabigat yun sa loob eh. Kailangan ko lang masigurado, kasi kahit papano gusto ko malaman if worth it lahat ng dalahin na 'to na pinapagbuntunan ko ng lahat ng time ko being worried and super scared. Diba reasonable naman? Again, sinasabi ko sayo, I'm hellfrickin shocked na you had the heart to tell this to me, or all your other friends. Dahil kung geniune yung nararamdaman mo for us, you wouldn't want us to go through all the trouble na pagaalala araw-araw and stuff like that. And bleh, di lang yan ang reason.. Maraming marami pa. Di ko naman yun ibblog dba? But then again, if you're reading this, I have so much to tell you. Like hellyeah. Personally nalang. So okay, galit ka sakin sobra. I understand why, don't worry. Ayun, sira na yung trust. Probably sira na din yung friendship. Still, just know na I'm sorry. Yun lang. Lahat ng iba na gusto ko sabihin, sa sususnod nalang.

What's done is done.

If only I could erase this date from every calendar in the world, I hell would. Though kawawa yung mga may bday. *ngeee. haha*



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Ay and another thing...

Would it frikin kill you to say hi???
Feeling ko tuloy isa ka pang galit din. :(

I need a hug. :( :(
*from... :> ahahaha right*