I'm screwed up. D:

like HELL.

taena. Mamatay na lahat ng tao.
*except si... ahahahah joke.*
wait no. I shouldn't be joking right now. Dapat emo post 'to. Kasi I'm so sad. :| :(

Fudge life. Fudge it fudge it fudge it. :((

At first namomroblema lang ako dahil I feel like I got 5 correct answers lang (no exagg) over 40 sa math intersection. As in. Pero hindi eh. Sobrang daming shit pa na nangyari. Nakakaasar nalang kasi nagsabay sabay pa.

I just made one of the worst mistakes I could ever do in my life. *no, I'm not pregnant.*

Ang hirap. Ang gulo. Ang sakit. Ang saat it's like to be in my shoes. Na tuwing gabi nahihirapan ka matulog kasi nagaaalala ka sa, kit sa ksamay nung sinuntok ko yung blackboard sa tabi ng CR sa front lobby. *haha. nge.* and maakit sa puso. Damn.

But then tignan mo rin naman yung side ko. You don't know what it feels like na yun nalang laman ng utak mo. :| you can't imagine all the frustration, all the anxiety... mabigat na mabigat yun sa loob eh. Kailangan ko lang masigurado, kasi kahit papano gusto ko malaman if worth it lahat ng dalahin na 'to na pinapagbuntunan ko ng lahat ng time ko being worried and super scared. Diba reasonable naman? Again, sinasabi ko sayo, I'm hellfrickin shocked na you had the heart to tell this to me, or all your other friends. Dahil kung geniune yung nararamdaman mo for us, you wouldn't want us to go through all the trouble na pagaalala araw-araw and stuff like that. And bleh, di lang yan ang reason.. Maraming marami pa. Di ko naman yun ibblog dba? But then again, if you're reading this, I have so much to tell you. Like hellyeah. Personally nalang. So okay, galit ka sakin sobra. I understand why, don't worry. Ayun, sira na yung trust. Probably sira na din yung friendship. Still, just know na I'm sorry. Yun lang. Lahat ng iba na gusto ko sabihin, sa sususnod nalang.

What's done is done.

If only I could erase this date from every calendar in the world, I hell would. Though kawawa yung mga may bday. *ngeee. haha*



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Ay and another thing...

Would it frikin kill you to say hi???
Feeling ko tuloy isa ka pang galit din. :(

I need a hug. :( :(
*from... :> ahahaha right*